Breaking Point

Ok, so I'm at a breaking point. Seriously. Some people in my lives are so far out of the picture it isn't even funny! I miss alot of my friends from highschool that I saw alot of this summer, but it's getting sad without them. Megan's in Kentucky, and I've been talking to her a bit, but she's so far away. Nicole's in Miami. Catherine's in Clinton, S.C. Goshh!

Lately, I've been doing some thinking also. Why do some people make it so hard to be their friend? Do you have any friends like that? I mean, cut the crap for real. Or, they just try to make you feel like you mean nothing to them or that other people mean so much more...it's ridiculous. Caddy and childish! I wish if you meant something to a friend they would make you feel like it all the time rather than just a little bit. And, of course, they never understand your point of view... Oh well.

Tomorrow will be a relief. Black Cat Bonfire=drinking. Afterwards, it's time to party it up for 80's night at the Masquerade with my favorites (and maybe my baby...he has a strange love for 80's music as do I...). I'm so excited...lots of quality bonding time and just plain fun!

Saturday--Formal at the Fox...woo hoo. Hopefully we'll go somewhere yummy for dinner beforehand. I say...The Savoy or Ru Sans? (which they are about to open one near my school...yesss)!! Shuttle services ensure safe transportation and, of course, we will be intoxicated!

--> It's really nice to have this journal thing to vent some stuff...


Bisou.

Drunken kisses for my sweets

Inching by...

It feels as if this week is slowwwllly inching by...

it's Black Cat week...woo hoo!

Classes are extremely boring. I hate Yolanda.

Can't wait to get drunk with the girls on Thursday at the Bonfire...and then party it up at 80's night at the Masquerade...

No classes on Friday. Preparing. Junior Production...hopefully it'll be hilarious and hopefully there will be many laughs!

Bobby spending the night on Friday--hopefully.

Black Cat formal at the Fox Saturday night! Look for pictures...remind me to charge my camera batteries. Drunken night of fun with my ASC gals and my man. Fun!

Sunday. Recovery. Sadness.

-->And then, sadly, another week that will...inch....by....slowly....

Stupied Spammers

So today I finally figured out how block spammers from posting blog comments...phew, finally. I was getting sick of "Rob" and "Christine" and "Tom" leaving me messages that were just ads for junk...Anyways, it was pretty creepy to be warned that this weekend is "Blood Initiation" weekend in DeKalb county and to "be wary of sketchy individuals because you could become their blood sacrifice"...hmm. Robin is on her way down here to see the shoebox in which I reside, and then we are going to go eat at Noodle. Then we are meeting Mr.Faulk at Eddie' Attic...fun stuff. I think I will end up volunteering tomorrow...I saw on the news how so many animals need help, and I think I can do my part by walking the homeless doggies and puppies. Well, this will probably be my last post for a little while...leave me some love! Ciao!

Great day...

Today was a great day! I woke up at 8, which was rough, but it was ok considering the rest of the day! My wrist is finally feeling a little bit better, so I will be able to do yoga on Monday! Yeah! Also, I finished my rough draft of my English paper and the rough draft of my Holocaust research paper...which was fabulous. I just sat down and began typing...not really planning on finishing it, but it just happened. Plus for me! Then, Heather came back from Field Hockey and wanted to just chill and go to Target...we went to Ross and then Target, but it was a fruit-less trip...I found this really cute puff vest at Target, and I really wanted it, but I remembered I have a really cute black one at home from Gap! That'll be nice for Ireland.

Then, Robin called me. She's going to come down here and hang out with me tomorrow, so I majorly cleaned and organized my dorm room, AND I cleaned out my fishbowl AGAIN! I took out the gravel, which makes his like 10 times more horrible, but hopefully it'll keep the bowl a little more clean...it's been so gross. Also, I'm only going to feed him in the morning and then at night...that's reduce the amount of waste he produces. Oh yea, his name is Nemoe. Anyways, when Robin gets down here we're gonna walk to Decatur and eat at Noodle...yummy! After some bonding time we'll probably go to Taste and other shops until we go to see Chip Houston at Eddie's Attic with Mr. Faulk and his friend Trista. Bobby has to work tomorrow, so he won't be there. :-( But, I'm excited about seeing and hanging out with Robin.

Saturday will be hectic, but nice. I am volunteering at AHS and having a meeting with Cara...that will be fun...and it'll be exercise, hopefully my wrist won't suck. Then, I'm babysitting for the Atchinsons at 7:00-11:00. I will be drinking lots and lots of coffee because after I leave their house, I am going to drive to Helen (in North Georgia) to see Bobby, Robin, Jack, Bonnie, and probably Gary. It's Bonnie's birthday on Saturday, so I'm really excited to see her since she lives in California now. Phew, what a busy day and upcoming weekend!

I'm as happy as a bug in a rug! My room is clean, smells clean, laundry is clean, sheets are clean, papers are written, most of my reading is done, and I am not exhausted!

Love you all!

Ciao, Jenna.

Ah Frusteration...

Frustration...I wrote a long beautiful blog....then the website said it was having technical difficulties...so annoying

20 Years Old...

So, I am officially 20 years old now, well, concluded 20 years of my life...starting my 21st year (that's correct if you think about it...)...My friends threw me a fabulous suprise dinner which was so much fun (despite the horrible waitor and mess-ups on the bills and orders)! It was great to see everybody there and it reminded me how much everyone of them means to me. I kept looking at Bobby and just thinking how lucky I was to have him...even though he drives me crazy sometimes! School is becoming a grind...I have an English paper due Friday! It's on Eavan Boland and how Ireland is symbolized by women in Literature...if anybody was interested. It only has to be 1500 words...very easy. Nothing else has been really going on. Bobby got a new job at the St.Ives golf course and is getting paid hourly and received $20 tips from rich golfers...pretty soon he'll be taking me out all the time! This weekend is his mother's birthday, so I think I'm going to be traveling to Helen after babysitting on Saturday night to spend time with his family. How wierd is this?--the other day I was checking out the schedule for Eddie's Attic and I decided that I wanted to go see this musician named Chip Houston...he's pretty good. So anyways, Bobby calls me and is randomly like ok so my Dad is going to see his friend Chip play at Eddie's on Friday night...I was so shocked! Bobby's Dad knows Chip Houston? Apparently Chip used to teach at Dunwoody Highschool...wierd. I don't think I will actually go to see Chip Houston, but I found that odd. Anyways, I'm just prolonging the torture of History reading...so I must go. Ciao.

Yeahh

Ok, so I know I haven't posted in awhile. I'm getting really excited...my 20th is coming up! No longer a teenager....yeahh! Well, school is stressful. My classes have so much reading, that I feel like I'm losing my eye-sight! Yoga is killing me...I'm so sore! Well, hmmm, what's new with me? I got a really tight new phone...same number, relax. My cat, May, has been tearing up toilet paper rolls like mad...I think it's poor coping skills since I've moved out. Lily's bday is coming up (the day after mine) so that's really exciting...I'm gonna try and make it to D-ville on Sunday for an hour or two. Well, I'm boring lately, and I miss my pal Cal...I can't wait for Fall Break...it will be relaxing, hopefully.


Until next time, ciao!

Bitch session

It's 4:47 Wednesday afternoon.

I just realized that my closest friends will be working/busy some days during the weekend of my birthday. :-( I want to have a good 20th!

I think I am getting a new cellphone tomorrow and a new number...keep reading in the future if you want my number.

I miss May, Casey, and Chelsea so much...that's the worst part of college- missing your pets...

I haven't heard anything about my sister.

I have a research paper for History due in 3 weeks.

I'm watching Schindler's List.

Bobby just asked if I wanted to go out to eat for my birthday this weekend (even though my bday is next weekend), so I guess he's not taking me to the mountains or anything...I shouldn't complain.

It's now 4:51...I have to get ready for dinner and pull myself together. Happier thoughts next time, I promise.

OH Viola...

So, I'm chillaxin at home this weekend...which is nice. I'm a little bored because Bobby wanted to go hang out at Hans' house tonight, and I didn't want to go. He wants to go to Macon tomorrow to hang out with his family and he wants me to go, but I don't want to. What is up with me? I just don't want to hang out with his family...bad sign. I was hoping that he and I could go to his mom's house in the mountains and have a romantic weekend, but he thinks that is "boring." Hmm, oh well. I'm getting excited...my 20th birthday is coming up! Hopefully one of my dearest friends will throw me a giant bash...or even a surprise bash! (wink wink)...just kidding. Truthfully, I've always wanted a surprise party ever since I was a little kid. Bobby claims that he was planning one like 2 years ago, but when he didn't invite Callie, it went downhill and he canceled it...oh well...maybe next year I say. Well, I just went to Blockbuster and the guy conned me into paying $4.53 for Monster-in-Law...it's worth it I guess...oh Viola! So now I'm sitting here eating peanut MMs and watching my cats fight and my dog trying to get involved...what a life. It's a little quiet around here...I suppose I'll get used to it eventually...I didn't cry as much today as yesterday, I'll heal from all this sadness. Tomorrow I am going to church with my mom, dad, Dinkey, and aunt and then we are eating at the Colonnade Room. I have no idea what that is, but my mom claims it's good. Well, ciao!

Phew

Well, today was my 2nd full day of classes...which was extremely stressful. I had English 215 this morning, and she already assigned us a huge packet of reading, ugh! Then I have EDU 217, which is basically a sociology class about the ways that schools work, and I was informed that an 84% for her would equal a C...not a C+, but a C...what? Are we in graduate school...I think not?! Then I got really depressed. I layed in my room for a bit feeling sorry for myself, and then it dawned on me that I should get some reading out of the way...so I did. I wanted to see Bobby tonight, but he is playing golf with Hans...he doesn't seem to want to see me too much lately. I feel so lonely...my family is trying to hold itself together, but I can't be there to help right now. Ugh, I guess I'll do some homework, hopefully go walk on the treadmill for a little while later, and watch some TV...god I miss summer already!